...so tired and i have lots of homework.

i was so stressed out because i couldn't cope with the intensity of my course. and i was so depressed that i actually broke down crying yesterday. so embarrassing.

...

anyway, i haven't complete 's kiriban, please forgive me!!! i'll make it super nice for you!!! m(_ _)m

anyway, i'll live a hectic life from now onwards...like whut. anyway, i feel so happy coming home from the dorms on weekends. the food in the uni SUCKS. i don't really feel like eating when it's mealtime orz. so back at home i feel blessed cuz the food is Heaven!!!!!! T.T

jpa result out edi and i didn't get it.

urrr, that aside, i decided not to go to kedah oredi. instead i'll be going to utm and study architecture.

and i noticed the pageview becomes 3440. last i checked it was 3300? i wanted to do a kiriban for the 3444th person. so, whoever that is, please screencap and send it to me. yeah. i'll draw you hot sexy stuff. hahahhaha

Imma going to Kedah for my studies on May 11. So far away...! I'm even further from home than my dad. Actually I wanted Penang cuz it's really close to my dad's place or NS, near to my grandparents' house...at least when I'm hungry, I can always ransack their houses. heh.

why did I put Kedah?? I shudda put Perak or Melaka...T.T

Wee! Good news everyone! I have passed my driving test after failed uphill test the last time orz... *is happy*

SPM result was out last week, and I got good results...But today I heard news that this year's JPA scholarship is granted automatically to students who have above 10A1s...Why, oh why???? T.T Ugh, life is so unfair...


Nevermind, I am still applying for other scholarships like Sinchew, The Star etc etc. Need to photocopy my certs and get them endorsed. Another thing is that to get them endorsed is quite difficult,ya? I'm kinda doubting the efficiency of the makcik kerani at my high school...And the deadline is supposedly next Wednesday...

唉,我昨天和我爸去练习驾车,有点恐怖...大马路上的都车水马龙,我我我一个初学者都紧张得要吐血了...(喷驾车可是我的苦手项目啊啊.

这个月尾我就不用工作了.上个月薪水还没拿到呢,弄得我好郁闷啊啊啊.天理啊啊啊!!

咳!我不知道要读什么科系呢,感觉上很烦恼.我还满喜欢室内设计的,也听了一些在籍学生所说的话...还是觉得犹豫不决,我真的很怕会后悔哪.

忽然间想起自己在办公室半死不活唯唯诺诺的真的很不象样!(握拳明明我以前在学校挺疯挺目中无人挺白目的一个人,怎么到一群天天勾心斗角的大人堆里晃就变得不是人似的!!(怒我真的很生我自己的气啊啊...简直太虚伪了!

我这个礼拜要痛痛快快地工作! 偶打算三月开始就要寻觅奖学金了(纠结可是,又很想看花样男子...(默

昨天重新申请一个很久没去的论坛帐号,是耽美的发源重地啊啊.以前攒回来的积分全部都要重头收集过呢...啊啊啊想着都郁闷.=.=;;